Confused!

Hi guys..like not updated my blog for 3 months?...sorry bout tht

So yea..um dont really know wat to post...well a poem would be nice i guess

An obscure mist invaded my dreams
Tremor stricken veins causing my screams
Dark resentment with wings it soared
Hordes of sick images leaving me cold

Sucked out my soul, turned it to vile
Eyes nailed closed with fervent guile
Touch so evil my heart turned to stone
Personal resentment is now its home

Gasping I breathed in the stench of decay
Tentacles of disgust unable to convey
Subconscious threaded with stitches of doubt
Malicious thoughts soon gave sprout

Not a demon or apparition from hell
Yet just as evil that grows and dwells
Inside the minds of innocent men
Infection of doubt visits once again

one more poem

The black raven

Silent killer
desecrating my sacred refuge
It's shadow overcasting
flowers blooming abundantly
Intruder
Cold piercing eyes
aiming for the gut
The black raven
tries to regain command
once more

So yea..some of my new poems... today was kinda fun...thnks guys...